Take eleven.

I love getting letters.

I love downtown.

I love hot beverages in winter.

Take ten.

Tuesday can't come soon enough.
and
I wish my whole family still lived at home.

Take eight.

It's final. I don't like Skyline High School. And standing alone at the pep rally/sports assembly(my dad had to go) with people staring at me probably saying that this is their school, and I don't belong there, showed me. And getting told not to wear shorts with tights/leggings(in front of my dad) by some old stupid croc wearing, beezy hall monitor. Both really showed me why I don't like it.
When me and Ann decided to go there I liked the fact that it was a new start, new people, new "friends", my dad worked there, and Cars went there. I underlined liked because I liked the idea. I hadn't experienced it. And now I have, and I would like to go back to my home, Murray. I wish Cars still went here, me and Ann could have at least one person that would talk to us. So yeah, I really want to go back. But I know my dad would be dissapointed and kind of mad.. That is the only thing stopping me.
I miss my life last year.

I miss:

First and farmost, MASK. I miss them. From hanging almost everyday to maybe once a month. Kar has found new friends. Barely get to see Sam. And Ann I dono, has a boy. Haha. But I like Pattyboy. The only person who will hang out with us so nevermind that.

I miss Xav. MASKXX4life.

RoMo.

 All of them. Besides Ann, see her everyday. Haha.

These good times.

All of them. Besides the two I don't know.. Ha.

 Ditto.

 Ditto.

Ditto.

P3C ahhh. I miss dem, and that class.

I miss how we could just dance on our Friday nights, we didn't need food or entertainment. We had so much fun.

Sushi nights/Abby.

 Concerts and them. Bobcat.

Gary... can't deny I don't miss his lies.

 Jake-N-Bake/driving his car illegally/frozen yogurt.

My sissy Linds.

Ju. And chinese.

 Tenniboy.

 Kostya!! I need him back in America.

Mal and Garr sluff days to Mal's and Alberto's.

All of them. (besides D haha)

Taymyshway.

Everything/one in this pic.

Ari and Colt. Ari left us and never talks to us, she got married. And Colt is on his mish.

My dudder.

Armandumb. No matter how much I hate him. He was in my life and I love him.

Tys. I was mean to him, but now I regret it.


Sorry for letting all those out. Actually I'm not.. Because no one else knows I have this. So apology taken back. This is my journal. I just need to vent. Bye myself, for today. Going to go to eat with Sam and Chan, then going to Chan's to watch movies and hopefully drink hot cocoa. Byebye.

Take seven.

 "Live in the moments."
Remember me.
So sad.
So good.
Makes you really thing about life and 9/11.
Definitely one of my favorite movies.

Take six.

Just went and saw Hurry Putter. I love it, they do such a good job. I love Emma Watson, she is so pretty and I'm quite jealous of her accent. Plus I like her new haircut. And Daniel Radcliffe and Rupert Grint are very attractive in weird ways. Their accents are quite nice also. Haha. Anyways, it was so good. Made me miss Hogwarts.

And now here I am, alone. Eating Cafe Rio on a plus side. But still, alone. I wish I was at castle park right now, bundled up, drinking hot chocolate in the handicap swing that I love. Or playing tag with Colt. If I were to go alone would that be weird? Hm because it sounds quite appealing. HA.
Maybe I'll just go to sleep. I do love sleeping.
Maybe I'll just run. I do love running.
Maybe I'll just paint. I do love painting.
Ta-ta.

                                                                         

Take five.

wish

was

 

going to see Bush tomorrow, how cool would that be to see one of your countries former Presidents? If only it wasn't from 1-3. :(

Take four. (the blogging is addicting rumor, isn't a rumor)

Take three.

Hai.
It's Mobear.

Today I went to school (as usual) then went to gateway, noodles, and coldstone with Sammy. My purchases? Shorts and shirt from Urban, Pena Rosa w/flat bread, and then coffee icecream with marshmallow cream. Mmm it twas delish.
I am currently drinking pumpkin eggnog. It is pretty close to heaven, from what I've heard heaven is like.
On that note, I gotta go study for my two chemistry tests. Chemistry is harder then math, I advise you not to take it. It definitely sux.

Baybyebai. XOXO

Take two.

Hola again.

 
Went to Chick-Fil-A with Sammy, Sarbear, Payden, and Ann. We got loz of chikin!! It twas delish. Then Sam, Sarah, and I went to Starbucks. I love the smell and feeling there, everyone is happy and just talkative. Good environment. And now I just got done running a couple of miles. I love running, track shall be fun.
I love the holidays. Can't believe it is almost already the Christmas season.

Adios amigo.

Take one.

    Well, here goes nothing. I honestly hope no one finds me. Only because I feel that the things I write here are things that only relate to me, and are only happening to me, probably not anyone else. And some things I say I about some people I probably don't want them to hear haha. So, why share it to anyone out loud when they really probably don't care? I only decided to do a blog to get out what my insides are actually feeling. (notice my blogs name)

    Today is Tuesday. Me Ann, Pattyboy, and Sam are going to Chick-Fil-A. It is so delish, haven't been there in a long time. Gotta love their chikin!

Well see ya no one.
Zai Jen.

Ps Colton Soffe just sent me the last text he will send for two years. Hahaha. He said "bye mo, see ya in two years" then turned off his phone. Sad how we just became friends right before he is leaving.